grasslands peonies little soft daisies tall grass cut grass a repeat landscape, a landscape that never falters, smoke signals soft spots nosebleeds meadows low light, back of the car again, the season cools and evens me out



grasslands peonies little soft daisies tall grass cut grass a repeat landscape, a landscape that never falters, smoke signals soft spots nosebleeds meadows low light, back of the car again, the season cools and evens me out

here there are brand new nasturtiums, hellebores, I put both my arms through a fence to break off a flower, I dreamed my father put me on his shoulders to watch a meteor shower and the whole sky was pulsing with them, thousands, it would never be like that, but it is what I’d want

I meant it when I said I had stopped wanting things, I wanted different things, I hadn’t wanted things before, I have had the soft hair on the back of my neck cut close many times, I forgot about my birthmark again, certain light + certain gestures still make me feel good gutted, looping back to small and clear desires