https://laurastortenbeker.com laura stortenbeker Fri, 13 Jan 2023 01:59:29 +0000 https://laurastortenbeker.com en http://laurastortenbeker.com/think-I-ll-pack-it-in-and Fri, 13 Jan 2023 01:59:29 +0000 laura stortenbeker 436522 <img width="3349" height="5024" width_o="3349" height_o="5024" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/8fbbec0854f9813ac6a4089e38e17beb25f8ba4051251f644999b6323c9bee5f/000076a.jpg" data-mid="1256051" border="0" /> <img width="2627" height="3941" width_o="2627" height_o="3941" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/2ac72fab81da59781a5e7a86aa6fe7e78031bc5df8c1b0d64737aa8d26ca1b02/000068a.jpg" data-mid="1256055" border="0" /> <img width="5072" height="3381" width_o="5072" height_o="3381" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/254029c0d5fc0a1541335c8aa264135e1293a872c0c1aa4875fb59c771b12661/000072a.jpg" data-mid="1256050" border="0" /> <img width="5698" height="3799" width_o="5698" height_o="3799" 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soft daisies tall grass cut grass a repeat landscape, a landscape that never falters, smoke signals soft spots nosebleeds meadows low light, back of the car again, the season cools and evens me out here there are brand new nasturtiums, hellebores, I put both my arms through a fence to break off a flower, I dreamed my father put me on his shoulders to watch a meteor shower and the whole sky was pulsing with them, thousands, it would never be like that, but it is what I’d want I meant it when I said I had stopped wanting things, I wanted different things, I hadn’t wanted things before, I have had the soft hair on the back of my neck cut close many times, I forgot about my birthmark again, certain light + certain gestures still make me feel good gutted, looping back to small and clear desires grasslands peonies little soft daisies tall grass cut grass a repeat landscape, a landscape that never falters, smoke signals soft spots nosebleeds meadows low... 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src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/36e52c49048403700ddfeec5393b7e899fdabe8cc30c1d2493363aa49d28f29d/000049-2.JPG" data-mid="623593" border="0" /> <img width="1228" height="1636" width_o="1228" height_o="1636" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/10c1f14711d1928318fd32035447e2de6984341705e7dc9984d1c1b6e4c086e5/000061-2.JPG" data-mid="623577" border="0" /> home&nbsp; &nbsp;. 　 · 　　　* &nbsp; &nbsp;work &nbsp; forms &nbsp;currents &nbsp;lcs home&nbsp; &nbsp;. 　 · 　　　* &nbsp; &nbsp;work &nbsp; forms &nbsp;currents &nbsp;lcs http://laurastortenbeker.com/flows Mon, 30 Apr 2018 00:55:13 +0000 laura stortenbeker 267686 <img width="643" height="905" width_o="643" height_o="905" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/86181006fbc7bb0d674c2292a063de1a02a5e6faede5cdc5f75d13296708bcc9/flows-5.JPG" data-mid="433037" border="0" /> <img width="645" height="897" width_o="645" height_o="897" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/4fade1bc9f02f8991f0bde27e9dc9dcdc690b15ca401fef0779ec1fe0c112db0/flows-6.JPG" data-mid="433035" border="0" /> <img width="646" height="905" width_o="646" height_o="905" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/e13e5e6edc12f063659d97f458addc6c492b9f23e56ffdd7632f5596a4184d58/flows-7.JPG" data-mid="433038" border="0" /> <img width="646" height="912" width_o="646" height_o="912" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/aedb405355efbc4470c0da1c5b0acb86202be37b016b322b8ad3f33ff3ad6ede/flows-12.JPG" data-mid="433253" border="0" /> <img width="645" height="908" width_o="645" height_o="908" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/22cc84cb5fba949ddc0b5bd7259dd032b3120f2be0daa439ff94167436d53236/flows-9.JPG" data-mid="433047" border="0" /> <img width="646" height="917" width_o="646" height_o="917" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f5fe42b532b7b0b878be4691c85e6cce3c0c9753195b1a00792f23fec035c396/flows-11.JPG" data-mid="433254" border="0" /> http://laurastortenbeker.com/overpass-l-light Mon, 05 Mar 2018 05:31:30 +0000 laura stortenbeker 256582 <img width="1859" height="444" width_o="1859" height_o="444" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/1420d8e78567c9a2f516fc71356905c63be3455d8ce5d7fd7ad326cf4350acbe/overpass-1.JPG" data-mid="380593" border="0" /> <img width="1859" height="920" width_o="1859" height_o="920" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/0aba6daea1bb0bdafee6c5b0e7cab7c9786896ae94975573b72a937d7fcd2b43/overpass-2.JPG" data-mid="380597" border="0" /> <img width="1861" height="317" width_o="1861" height_o="317" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/34a06891670275bb7ff8354c14ab32ab3a8c20eeeff90fbe4c0a6b4032da3953/overpass-4.JPG" data-mid="380596" border="0" /> gotta find the highway lookout look down at those lights, stop, but still (be still) red light on your face, on fire I love you (be still for me) white lights back of the car back of you back of your head I'm pressing you into me (still feel y) curve that road, light beam don't curve, hold a mirror in your hand, reflect that red light onto your chest (undo one more button), have got a new freckle on my breast but won't show you til later in the year (like that), look out down at those traffic paths, look up, no lights least not good ones nothing cosmic to discuss (let’s go) it’s cool out deep blue fade in, okay, let's go, <img width="1860" height="507" width_o="1860" height_o="507" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/89e0676b24ddddd8c269da17e21e2c4aad52c8b08d811457263a3178d6d3417a/overpass-3.JPG" data-mid="380598" border="0" /> <img width="1858" height="538" width_o="1858" height_o="538" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/908bd43c95042db7b73889ac5dfb708bc42d29a83f957cb4cdd688a60b923169/overpass-5.JPG" data-mid="380594" border="0" /> but watch the fuck out, those cars, those lights, oh still overpasses (play it like that) you pushed it too far, asked that, saw your face and the light change can’t think kindly of me anymore didn’t do what you wanted (if I do what you want) you’d rather be solo but that’s not all of it either (right right), hey, hand off that highway feeling, (get your hands off me, my collar, you’ve got it alright), get on in someone else’s car, leaned over the dash to touch, hey, hand on thigh, what gets to you, (all of it, watching these lights with you), (is this what you like, you asked me), what gives, how fast, oh right that’s how it feels (fully) are you flushed? is your face red from light or blood <img width="1857" height="497" width_o="1857" height_o="497" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/d108d62fcccfc1dc9da40285a958c6b511bccd7cdd258b6c7852c7c791dc85a7/overpass-11b-.JPG" data-mid="380606" border="0" /> <img width="1856" height="926" width_o="1856" height_o="926" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/a1fa4bbb316dd539f48aa8ee6f3f3f80d49e06ce474a00bd78f19436fb400dc8/overpass-12.JPG" data-mid="380607" border="0" /> <img width="1859" height="599" width_o="1859" height_o="599" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/80e8122bc76542362a950dbbfaa5247447708bf0761fe9ebd7cb7db7cbe49086/overpass-7.JPG" data-mid="380599" border="0" /> <img width="1858" height="428" width_o="1858" height_o="428" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/3a110c5e6b03f3721119209d86555fa86f8309c3948c3f985c2337589a5f8f17/overpass-14l.JPG" data-mid="380610" border="0" /> times you’ve let someone drunk drive you home (take me home) yeah yeah but everyone wants you, wanna know, wanna try, alright,&nbsp; that's me to me -- that good young body --- hey take it easy know you've been out again , don't know what I'd,cool it, just get in the car half a mouth of wine (red), kinda see better, can you spell accelerator with your eyes closed eyes red, we we're --- got cut, don't ask me about it because I won't tell you (who was she), oh, just me now, cannot meet you in the eye won't look know you saw me though but it feels good when someone lets you smoke in the car right, window slit open, a temper controlled, make up kinda fast, don’t know if I could,&nbsp; <img width="1857" height="856" width_o="1857" height_o="856" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/2fadd4f78b92b23ecaca2a8a432233b0a6c872bf58630fce4a58fd5cbfb02fe9/overpass-8.JPG" data-mid="380600" border="0" /> <img width="1860" height="603" width_o="1860" height_o="603" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/2f7adab4140204c8b0413c68662f85f17ff3533b5ba2b2a62a0336e031c51be2/overpass-14-b.JPG" data-mid="380609" border="0" /> my hair isn’t always wet but climb back into bed with it like that (comb it out for me with your hands) don’t need to ask you much anymore, course I turned red for you don’t tell me you didn’t see that <img width="1862" height="801" width_o="1862" height_o="801" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/516aea9d0ad401e6c88bffa4f92265d4b171dbd65f62304cd975c29eaa540ba0/overpass-9.JPG" data-mid="380601" border="0" /> <img width="1858" height="933" width_o="1858" height_o="933" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/c72ca033735b3ec04336d7416d4afe10b6499fffce916b0fdd2f79f5b79b198a/overpass-14.JPG" data-mid="380608" border="0" /> &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; that’s a new bruise to you <img width="1859" height="491" width_o="1859" height_o="491" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/53cd0d3ec8beba017c2d5f991ee6ce9de6bc43c8af1eedaeb5d8bdc6bcc0059c/overpass-11.JPG" data-mid="380602" border="0" /> and if you come back to this place I'll be the lookout, if you come back to watch the lights (feel lightheaded), I will learn to drive, got caught up, but I know you, know of you now, <img width="1859" height="626" width_o="1859" height_o="626" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/83a52ab9f5cbe6de4d5dd14e57ab50551cc860c7e38d96b7e6f8efdf70aae5eb/overpass-11a.JPG" data-mid="380603" border="0" /> gotta find the highway lookout look down at those lights, stop, but still (be still) red light on your face, on fire I love you (be still... http://laurastortenbeker.com/230160 Thu, 16 Nov 2017 23:38:13 +0000 laura stortenbeker 230160 <img width="405" height="327" width_o="405" height_o="327" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/54ed95d036c61fed316cab05906f7982e7f70fb07f1a6742022afa1879198d0e/gemini.gif" data-mid="326658" border="0" /> -&nbsp; &nbsp;- ----- come back, look back, soon home&nbsp; &nbsp;. 　 · 　　　* &nbsp; &nbsp;work &nbsp; forms &nbsp;currents &nbsp;lcs -&nbsp; &nbsp;- ----- come back, look back, soon home&nbsp; &nbsp;. 　 · 　　　* &nbsp; &nbsp;work &nbsp; forms &nbsp;currents &nbsp;lcs http://laurastortenbeker.com/tulipa Tue, 15 Aug 2017 10:18:07 +0000 laura stortenbeker 204143 <img width="750" height="600" width_o="750" height_o="600" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/60599daf6def94086f484eb92125607c34df0dc44e3f587c6046e557af8c3bfd/output_SzM6Gk.gif" data-mid="274852" border="0" /> in response to a kathy acker essay, you can read it here First got stuck at the language of the body --- made me tell you to imagine your body as conduit for soil, I don't wanna hurt it, think that applies to not much, think sweat applies to skin like that; think breaks in muscles, breaks in bonds, are enough. Then it was about geo, about blood, about something luminous, the amount of full illumination (still talking shit to myself), things I’m not allowed to understand because I’ll get bored. She doesn’t speak of flowers but she speaks of growth, of the ordinary, to destruct. Did you know that all the petals of a flower are called a corolla,&nbsp;do you know what happens if you crush them (to crush or to crash with palms). So what is it about the strangeness of flowers, what is more common --- a r-o-s-e or a dipped head tulipa (desire to be more scientific). She asks ‘have you ever marvelled at someone’, maybe a few times in the last year, last few weeks, ‘count me out because I can’t not look at you that way’. What are you counting on, what reps – repetition of time spent in the sun (solarium or solar luminosity --- a unit of radiant flux) or weight (we said this was heavy). I read the bold text, glimpse of chaos, controlled gestures, but chaos and violence aren't always the same (although you will have known and caused both in some small way, like me). The last thing you marvelled at was unlikely yourself, but if it was, what were you wearing, did it feel good, did you touch at your face or stand back and speak something real quiet, was someone else in the room, did you ask them to look at you? Surely you’ve done that before, I hope. in response to a kathy acker essay, you can read it here First got stuck at the language of the body --- made me tell you to imagine your body as conduit for... http://laurastortenbeker.com/heavier-with-flowers Tue, 15 Aug 2017 04:07:54 +0000 laura stortenbeker 204079 tell me something heavy (wait for a write back) ------- heavierwithflowers@gmail.comor secretly ---&nbsp;https://heavierwithflowers.tumblr.com/ask <img width="647" height="923" width_o="647" height_o="923" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/f2a5771a22c32a6c6d26a7488c8e7a0d3b63687e3738a0acde53f2728deb648c/LRM_EXPORT_43499815556563_20190508_095802676.jpeg" data-mid="727653" border="0" />tulipa formationpermineralisation home&nbsp; &nbsp;. 　 · 　　　* &nbsp; &nbsp;work &nbsp; forms &nbsp;currents &nbsp;lcs tell me something heavy (wait for a write back) ------- heavierwithflowers@gmail.comor secretly ---&nbsp;https://heavierwithflowers.tumblr.com/ask tulipa ... http://laurastortenbeker.com/currents Fri, 03 Mar 2017 09:19:55 +0000 laura stortenbeker 151913 <img width="700" height="549" width_o="700" height_o="549" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/bfdb83a28ad217de3e80bc02e91f8674ac1aa65f13bc4b1f5dba90d9432452ee/IMG_20220205_164330_829.jpg" data-mid="1210884" border="0" /><img width="1079" height="1291" width_o="1079" height_o="1291" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/840fff8a28564864817d31718f618402c52bf841d5e75ce9b04a98ab7cc2239c/IMG_20210717_190103_847.jpg" data-mid="1210886" border="0" /><img width="1080" height="898" width_o="1080" height_o="898" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/223580db6f517c0ced966517f6cda9e6f0c1edcaf516497f2a24e42ff9621f16/IMG_20210718_130026_418.jpg" data-mid="1210885" border="0" /> <img width="334" height="400" width_o="334" height_o="400" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/4fe81a45a65d79c6893f47c4e1077082c80b754ef15bdbe9186f3cc3b2bf890c/IMG_20210717_190104_759.jpg" data-mid="1210887" border="0" /> <img width="1079" height="1298" width_o="1079" height_o="1298" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/dc130d19657a5c2b24b02e0f4b2574def5f6c1bb321872542dc971cfa2bdb22f/IMG_20211222_130757_229ab.jpg" data-mid="1210889" border="0" /> <img width="1079" height="860" width_o="1079" height_o="860" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/266a317e93101067aa12d4673a1871148c3480ef43786428ee5f304125af3fdb/IMG_20220607_125612_165a.jpg" data-mid="1210895" border="0" /> <img width="1187" height="846" width_o="1187" height_o="846" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/c3f668e15c26565008df9fceaba36bdc6021c0ea5e6f075fff0d2e228f62a403/rodeo.PNG" data-mid="1210891" border="0" /> <img width="1398" height="952" width_o="1398" height_o="952" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/6c23963052a8fcb033593af6fc40e1837c2f7014e612eb072cf006e6511aeb60/dfhd.JPG" data-mid="727646" border="0" /> <img width="1500" height="1004" width_o="1500" height_o="1004" src_o="https://cortex.persona.co/t/original/i/0aaca6bc4ae321852998d2e2d63dee440bffe283326dbaef0caeecbc7cc6e680/2010-08-06-16-18-01_1500.jpg" data-mid="727644" border="0" /> home&nbsp; &nbsp;. 　 · 　　　* &nbsp; &nbsp;work &nbsp; forms &nbsp;currents &nbsp;lcs home&nbsp; &nbsp;. 　 · 　　　* &nbsp; &nbsp;work &nbsp; forms &nbsp;currents &nbsp;lcs